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Living in this world of darkness is not easy, but Jesus will light up the darkness.
Trying to survive
by LovingJesus
Age: 20  Sex: F

475 Entries
# Entry Date
1 professor's sister 22/11/2008 12:04 GMT-6
2 that thing 04/11/2008 09:20 GMT-6
3 stressed 26/10/2008 08:51 GMT-6
4 today 24/10/2008 12:51 GMT-6
5 quick update 23/10/2008 10:51 GMT-6
6 lots of things 18/10/2008 11:10 GMT-6
7 suicide 28/09/2008 06:56 GMT-6
8 doesn't seem to matter 27/09/2008 04:29 GMT-6
9 tomorrow first day of third year college 02/09/2008 09:55 GMT-6
10 back 18/08/2008 12:08 GMT-6
11 home in Maine 15/08/2008 03:04 GMT-6
12 lovingjesus2 09/08/2008 12:36 GMT-6
13 bad 07/08/2008 04:43 GMT-6
14 uncle is still here/job 03/08/2008 01:13 GMT-6
15 some God things 25/07/2008 11:36 GMT-6
16 an update 24/07/2008 03:27 GMT-6
17 just my life 22/07/2008 12:23 GMT-6
18 breakdown 20/07/2008 10:57 GMT-6
19 :( 18/07/2008 04:14 GMT-6
20 UPC 08/07/2008 09:24 GMT-6
21 LET GO! 08/07/2008 08:56 GMT-6
22 tired of trying 05/07/2008 11:48 GMT-6
23 wanting a family 05/07/2008 10:06 GMT-6
24 feeling happiness? What do I do? 03/07/2008 04:13 GMT-6
25 horrible time 30/06/2008 08:26 GMT-6
26 disruptions 21/06/2008 10:19 GMT-6
27 Jewel 19/06/2008 08:24 GMT-6
28 update 14/06/2008 10:40 GMT-6
29 feeling horrible 01/06/2008 09:26 GMT-6
30 sigh 23/05/2008 12:20 GMT-6
31 surviving, barely 22/05/2008 12:49 GMT-6
32 pain is too great 15/05/2008 09:20 GMT-6
33 oh my gosh 13/05/2008 11:50 GMT-6
34 this sucks! 10/05/2008 01:10 GMT-6
35 hard times 07/05/2008 11:33 GMT-6
36 revelation 29/04/2008 09:41 GMT-6
37 more stuff 20/04/2008 10:55 GMT-6
38 utmost sadness 18/04/2008 02:56 GMT-6
39 Why does God allow such suffering? Answered! 17/04/2008 12:35 GMT-6
40 this may disappoint 15/04/2008 07:21 GMT-6
41 stupid 10/04/2008 08:15 GMT-6
42 retreat update 08/04/2008 01:36 GMT-6
43 stressfulness 03/04/2008 08:49 GMT-6
44 what the crap! 29/03/2008 11:52 GMT-6
45 yesterday was hard 29/03/2008 10:00 GMT-6
46 I am trying so hard 25/03/2008 11:42 GMT-6
47 gosh darn it 23/03/2008 01:43 GMT-6
48 sigh 21/03/2008 10:40 GMT-6
49 so scared 21/03/2008 07:55 GMT-6
50 intensely bad situation 21/03/2008 03:28 GMT-6
51 break down 18/03/2008 11:15 GMT-6
52 not doing well at the moment 16/03/2008 01:18 GMT-6
53 Bad Night 12/03/2008 12:32 GMT-6
54 feeling crappy 09/03/2008 09:04 GMT-6
55 tough life 06/03/2008 11:31 GMT-6
56 yup.. didn't feel like it 26/02/2008 12:08 GMT-6
57 INTENSE STORY 19/02/2008 11:51 GMT-6
58 getting worse 16/02/2008 11:52 GMT-6
59 email to advisor 08/02/2008 12:33 GMT-6
60 almost killed myself 03/02/2008 04:02 GMT-6
61 hated 30/01/2008 09:44 GMT-6
62 a bunch of things 23/01/2008 04:54 GMT-6
63 sigh.... my birthday 22/01/2008 01:23 GMT-6
64 confusion 20/01/2008 09:59 GMT-6
65 spiraling down 19/01/2008 01:39 GMT-6
66 hm 12/01/2008 03:10 GMT-6
67 not sure if I can make it 11/01/2008 01:09 GMT-6
68 I do not like people like this 06/01/2008 01:13 GMT-6
69 stressful night 04/01/2008 03:15 GMT-6
70 tonight 01/01/2008 12:17 GMT-6
71 am I crazy? 31/12/2007 12:56 GMT-6
72 flashback details 31/12/2007 05:16 GMT-6
73 WHY?! 30/12/2007 11:15 GMT-6
74 oh man 29/12/2007 03:56 GMT-6
75 it hurt 28/12/2007 07:58 GMT-6
76 one good thing 25/12/2007 12:55 GMT-6
77 things just don't work 23/12/2007 04:39 GMT-6
78 someone conspiring to murder my friend and I 22/12/2007 11:48 GMT-6
79 bah 21/12/2007 10:22 GMT-6
80 at the end of my rope 20/12/2007 11:51 GMT-6
81 guy... 13/12/2007 08:26 GMT-6
82 I'm crashing 09/12/2007 11:04 GMT-6
83 really badly struggling 07/12/2007 10:55 GMT-6
84 bible study 06/12/2007 12:32 GMT-6
85 struggling 27/11/2007 09:11 GMT-6
86 5 months!!!! 22/11/2007 12:53 GMT-6
87 Maine visit 21/11/2007 11:49 GMT-6
88 Goodness please pray 19/11/2007 11:51 GMT-6
89 asking for help 17/11/2007 09:50 GMT-6
90 I have a cat 12/11/2007 08:15 GMT-6
91 mice 05/11/2007 10:55 GMT-6
92 prayer please 29/10/2007 02:06 GMT-6
93 hard times 26/10/2007 12:08 GMT-6
94 small update 09/10/2007 10:30 GMT-6
95 pray for my grades 03/10/2007 05:19 GMT-6
96 little miracles 22/09/2007 07:29 GMT-6
97 leaning on the only one that can get me through 07/09/2007 11:29 GMT-6
98 prayers please 01/09/2007 12:01 GMT-6
99 changes in life 22/08/2007 09:32 GMT-6
100 weird experience. 03/08/2007 09:26 GMT-6
101 favorites list 26/07/2007 02:16 GMT-6
102 SERVICE, GET READY ALL! 21/07/2007 01:36 GMT-6
103 moved in. 15/07/2007 03:18 GMT-6
104 moving 05/07/2007 04:26 GMT-6
105 stars and prayer please 28/06/2007 09:21 GMT-6
106 misc. 17/06/2007 10:41 GMT-6
107 Ministry 13/06/2007 08:37 GMT-6
108 God is so amazing!!!!!! 02/06/2007 09:25 GMT-6
109 camping and paycheck/work 24/05/2007 04:00 GMT-6
110 being asked to go home, but not wanting to. 20/05/2007 01:01 GMT-6
111 busy 18/05/2007 09:39 GMT-6
112 jealousy 06/05/2007 05:03 GMT-6
113 sick, summer 23/04/2007 12:29 GMT-6
114 music, working/summer 21/04/2007 10:18 GMT-6
115 Virginia Tech 16/04/2007 04:14 GMT-6
116 not sure what it is 14/04/2007 03:18 GMT-6
117 friends 11/04/2007 08:28 GMT-6
118 Good Friday 06/04/2007 11:40 GMT-6
119 God is really good. 02/04/2007 10:14 GMT-6
120 for some reason sexually oriented 30/03/2007 08:35 GMT-6
121 stresses 28/03/2007 02:30 GMT-6
122 tired, school 27/03/2007 02:11 GMT-6
123 job, lactose 22/03/2007 02:22 GMT-6
124 Maine 18/03/2007 09:59 GMT-6
125 Hate having N/A as the title :) 14/03/2007 08:21 GMT-6
126 song 07/03/2007 03:15 GMT-6
127 memories 03/03/2007 09:24 GMT-6
128 prayer 02/03/2007 02:30 GMT-6
129 N/A's are not fun! 21/02/2007 12:08 GMT-6
130 meds 13/02/2007 01:40 GMT-6
131 attacked 09/02/2007 06:08 GMT-6
132 gospel choir, and shaws 05/02/2007 02:58 GMT-6
133 better 02/02/2007 12:15 GMT-6
134 past 28/01/2007 04:18 GMT-6
135 apartment searching 27/01/2007 12:33 GMT-6
136 calling 24/01/2007 02:17 GMT-6
137 crazy life 23/01/2007 10:36 GMT-6
138 she moved in 20/01/2007 11:56 GMT-6
139 roommate 17/01/2007 07:30 GMT-6
140 protection needed 16/01/2007 01:14 GMT-6
141 praise jesus. 12/01/2007 07:46 GMT-6
142 test results 11/01/2007 08:25 GMT-6
143 Bad news 09/01/2007 04:20 GMT-6
144 need a healing from God 07/01/2007 07:46 GMT-6
145 mono or something 05/01/2007 07:42 GMT-6
146 side effects from meds 04/01/2007 06:16 GMT-6
147 feeling close 30/12/2006 09:26 GMT-6
148 Teresa 28/12/2006 04:31 GMT-6
149 confusion 26/12/2006 06:37 GMT-6
150 being home, lady being strange 21/12/2006 11:36 GMT-6
151 GPA 15/12/2006 07:46 GMT-6
152 hey all 12/12/2006 01:19 GMT-6
153 not talking about it much 09/12/2006 10:25 GMT-6
154 not much to say 06/12/2006 09:08 GMT-6
155 demons and satan 04/12/2006 06:31 GMT-6
156 week from the pits of hell 03/12/2006 02:33 GMT-6
157 speech presentation that inspired 28/11/2006 01:02 GMT-6
158 human diversity paper 24/11/2006 01:11 GMT-6
159 worshiping God through song 19/11/2006 12:22 GMT-6
160 work work work 18/11/2006 12:53 GMT-6
161 tingling 17/11/2006 12:23 GMT-6
162 experimenting 16/11/2006 09:55 GMT-6
163 god's love 16/11/2006 03:53 GMT-6
164 quick update 14/11/2006 08:58 GMT-6
165 There is a reason for everything. 11/11/2006 03:53 GMT-6
166 research paper 09/11/2006 08:57 GMT-6
167 heart and hip problems 08/11/2006 04:44 GMT-6
168 yesterday was amazing 05/11/2006 08:30 GMT-6
169 the craziness of college 03/11/2006 12:08 GMT-6
170 change of plans 03/11/2006 07:46 GMT-6
171 college is hectic. 02/11/2006 08:58 GMT-6
172 crazy life. 01/11/2006 04:49 GMT-6
173 sickness 27/10/2006 02:48 GMT-6
174 AHHHHHH!!!!!! 25/10/2006 07:18 GMT-6
175 aHHH! 23/10/2006 03:56 GMT-6
176 heartbeat 20/10/2006 11:59 GMT-6
177 update 17/10/2006 07:16 GMT-6
178 last night 14/10/2006 12:50 GMT-6
179 thanks 13/10/2006 02:51 GMT-6
180 rough 11/10/2006 06:37 GMT-6
181 sigh 10/10/2006 08:54 GMT-6
182 answering Jewel 04/10/2006 11:06 GMT-6
183 UGH! 03/10/2006 07:40 GMT-6
184 Church was awesome 01/10/2006 03:37 GMT-6
185 Doing better, cd's 29/09/2006 02:32 GMT-6
186 feeling attached and Jealous 26/09/2006 05:19 GMT-6
187 Just needed to get that out! 25/09/2006 03:19 GMT-6
188 RD, Church, figure skating 24/09/2006 01:14 GMT-6
189 why was I in the hospital? 19/09/2006 12:28 GMT-6
190 death would be better 18/09/2006 09:12 GMT-6
191 hospital 18/09/2006 08:45 GMT-6
192 fun stuff updated often! Keep checking back! 16/09/2006 10:39 GMT-6
193 Tears streaming down my face! 16/09/2006 04:31 GMT-6
194 slide show 11/09/2006 12:08 GMT-6
195 updated slide show 11/09/2006 07:45 GMT-6
196 book idea 09/09/2006 08:56 GMT-6
197 a bunch of everything 07/09/2006 02:20 GMT-6
198 a survey about my religious values 01/09/2006 03:22 GMT-6
199 quick update 31/08/2006 08:54 GMT-6
200 choir 29/08/2006 05:19 GMT-6
201 sick at college already 28/08/2006 08:43 GMT-6
202 college 26/08/2006 11:12 GMT-6
203 Dusty 23/08/2006 03:47 GMT-6
204 my cat is sick 20/08/2006 02:08 GMT-6
205 roommate 15/08/2006 11:23 GMT-6
206 Calling on Jesus 13/08/2006 03:32 GMT-6
207 Huge calling on my life 07/08/2006 09:58 GMT-6
208 amazing 06/08/2006 09:33 GMT-6
209 a bunch of things 04/08/2006 07:39 GMT-6
210 not good. 01/08/2006 07:48 GMT-6
211 I can't believe it! 31/07/2006 08:42 GMT-6
212 the night and thepreacher 29/07/2006 06:54 GMT-6
213 rabbits, dogs, cats, and the night 27/07/2006 11:17 GMT-6
214 tonights service 23/07/2006 08:09 GMT-6
215 update 21/07/2006 05:56 GMT-6
216 back from NYC 15/07/2006 09:24 GMT-6
217 leaving tomorrow 08/07/2006 12:21 GMT-6
218 heading to New York soon 07/07/2006 03:44 GMT-6
219 4th of July 04/07/2006 01:59 GMT-6
220 your opinions please! 02/07/2006 07:24 GMT-6
221 holy ghost 27/06/2006 08:58 GMT-6
222 just a quick update 22/06/2006 10:39 GMT-6
223 Sister Dilks and the day 20/06/2006 08:02 GMT-6
224 more hard times 20/06/2006 05:53 GMT-6
225 pentecostal 18/06/2006 09:47 GMT-6
226 not sure what to do 17/06/2006 08:55 GMT-6
227 bad day 15/06/2006 10:37 GMT-6
228 bright and sunny day 13/06/2006 05:14 GMT-6
229 got to today 12/06/2006 01:43 GMT-6
230 after graduation 07/06/2006 04:45 GMT-6
231 tonight 06/06/2006 12:41 GMT-6
232 graduation 06/06/2006 09:41 GMT-6
233 rafting 02/06/2006 09:27 GMT-6
234 baptism 01/06/2006 06:08 GMT-6
235 22 days 30/05/2006 10:50 GMT-6
236 ramblings 29/05/2006 10:26 GMT-6
237 muscle weakness 26/05/2006 10:26 GMT-6
238 feeling off, but knowing why 23/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
239 late to school... 22/05/2006 10:51 GMT-6
240 things are looking up 21/05/2006 07:27 GMT-6
241 What is going on with me? 18/05/2006 01:29 GMT-6
242 life 17/05/2006 07:19 GMT-6
243 concert and day 16/05/2006 09:06 GMT-6
244 Senior Prom 14/05/2006 09:16 GMT-6
245 I choose God 12/05/2006 09:08 GMT-6
246 a bunch of things 11/05/2006 03:06 GMT-6
247 last night 10/05/2006 10:44 GMT-6
248 thanks 09/05/2006 09:10 GMT-6
249 I let myself down, I'm so stupid 08/05/2006 10:49 GMT-6
250 AHHHHHH!! 06/05/2006 01:14 GMT-6
251 staying home today 05/05/2006 08:36 GMT-6
252 scared of my father 05/05/2006 07:28 GMT-6
253 temptation 04/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
254 prom, jealousy 02/05/2006 09:12 GMT-6
255 Found a date! 02/05/2006 04:32 GMT-6
256 HEY! 01/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
257 today 28/04/2006 08:54 GMT-6
258 cutting hair!! 27/04/2006 09:04 GMT-6
259 graduation banquet 26/04/2006 10:44 GMT-6
260 I feel lonely!! No one is reading anymore! 23/04/2006 10:17 GMT-6
261 Where are you guys? 22/04/2006 05:54 GMT-6
262 trusting God 21/04/2006 10:07 GMT-6
263 9 days today! 21/04/2006 09:31 GMT-6
264 going with the flow 21/04/2006 07:13 GMT-6
265 been scared 20/04/2006 10:18 GMT-6
266 sexual temptation 19/04/2006 09:10 GMT-6
267 Darkness, the absense of light 19/04/2006 03:23 GMT-6
268 yup... I knew it! 17/04/2006 02:26 GMT-6
269 Bangor tomorrow 17/04/2006 01:27 GMT-6
270 CD'S 16/04/2006 04:33 GMT-6
271 Trying to be more Christian, but it's not working! 15/04/2006 03:56 GMT-6
272 prayer request for 18 year old possible pregnant 13/04/2006 05:03 GMT-6
273 satan under your foot, smooshed! 12/04/2006 08:59 GMT-6
274 pentacostal faith 11/04/2006 10:45 GMT-6
275 last night 10/04/2006 09:52 GMT-6
276 FCA Night 08/04/2006 11:28 GMT-6
277 exhaustion 08/04/2006 02:49 GMT-6
278 updates 07/04/2006 10:23 GMT-6
279 school variety show over and amazing 07/04/2006 09:31 GMT-6
280 today 05/04/2006 09:16 GMT-6
281 friend in a horrible position 05/04/2006 07:46 GMT-6
282 doctor's appointment not the best 05/04/2006 07:32 GMT-6
283 wearing skirts 04/04/2006 12:21 GMT-6
284 scared 04/04/2006 09:17 GMT-6
285 feeling off 03/04/2006 10:54 GMT-6
286 feeling different 02/04/2006 10:12 GMT-6
287 holy spirit high 01/04/2006 09:23 GMT-6
288 more praises 01/04/2006 07:53 GMT-6
289 another anxiety attack 31/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
290 Praises 31/03/2006 03:40 GMT-6
291 1 and a half days SI free 30/03/2006 11:02 GMT-6
292 All Christians, come here! 30/03/2006 04:44 GMT-6
293 sorry to all 29/03/2006 11:02 GMT-6
294 Trying to sort things out 29/03/2006 10:40 GMT-6
295 Don't know what to title this 29/03/2006 03:20 GMT-6
296 speaker at school and other stuff 28/03/2006 03:23 GMT-6
297 less than a day SI free 27/03/2006 08:19 GMT-6
298 less than a day SI free 26/03/2006 08:58 GMT-6
299 0 days SI free 25/03/2006 11:10 GMT-6
300 Help 24/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
301 I am not sure of anything right now 22/03/2006 08:39 GMT-6
302 Very Powerful entry... please read!! 21/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
303 my day 20/03/2006 05:24 GMT-6
304 Sigh... 19/03/2006 12:34 GMT-6
305 What should I do? 19/03/2006 09:05 GMT-6
306 So, I did go to my home church 19/03/2006 07:44 GMT-6
307 Church 18/03/2006 12:33 GMT-6
308 Figure skating 18/03/2006 08:43 GMT-6
309 inbetween 17/03/2006 05:08 GMT-6
310 work problems 15/03/2006 10:58 GMT-6
311 feel like crying 15/03/2006 09:20 GMT-6
312 Youth leader is leaving! 14/03/2006 10:08 GMT-6