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Living in this world of darkness is not easy, but Jesus will light up the darkness.
Trying to survive
by LovingJesus
Age: 20  Sex: F

466 Entries
# Entry Date
1 back 18/08/2008 12:08 GMT-6
2 home in Maine 15/08/2008 03:04 GMT-6
3 lovingjesus2 09/08/2008 12:36 GMT-6
4 bad 07/08/2008 04:43 GMT-6
5 uncle is still here/job 03/08/2008 01:13 GMT-6
6 some God things 25/07/2008 11:36 GMT-6
7 an update 24/07/2008 03:27 GMT-6
8 just my life 22/07/2008 12:23 GMT-6
9 breakdown 20/07/2008 10:57 GMT-6
10 :( 18/07/2008 04:14 GMT-6
11 UPC 08/07/2008 09:24 GMT-6
12 LET GO! 08/07/2008 08:56 GMT-6
13 tired of trying 05/07/2008 11:48 GMT-6
14 wanting a family 05/07/2008 10:06 GMT-6
15 feeling happiness? What do I do? 03/07/2008 04:13 GMT-6
16 horrible time 30/06/2008 08:26 GMT-6
17 disruptions 21/06/2008 10:19 GMT-6
18 Jewel 19/06/2008 08:24 GMT-6
19 update 14/06/2008 10:40 GMT-6
20 feeling horrible 01/06/2008 09:26 GMT-6
21 sigh 23/05/2008 12:20 GMT-6
22 surviving, barely 22/05/2008 12:49 GMT-6
23 pain is too great 15/05/2008 09:20 GMT-6
24 oh my gosh 13/05/2008 11:50 GMT-6
25 this sucks! 10/05/2008 01:10 GMT-6
26 hard times 07/05/2008 11:33 GMT-6
27 revelation 29/04/2008 09:41 GMT-6
28 more stuff 20/04/2008 10:55 GMT-6
29 utmost sadness 18/04/2008 02:56 GMT-6
30 Why does God allow such suffering? Answered! 17/04/2008 12:35 GMT-6
31 this may disappoint 15/04/2008 07:21 GMT-6
32 stupid 10/04/2008 08:15 GMT-6
33 retreat update 08/04/2008 01:36 GMT-6
34 stressfulness 03/04/2008 08:49 GMT-6
35 what the crap! 29/03/2008 11:52 GMT-6
36 yesterday was hard 29/03/2008 10:00 GMT-6
37 I am trying so hard 25/03/2008 11:42 GMT-6
38 gosh darn it 23/03/2008 01:43 GMT-6
39 sigh 21/03/2008 10:40 GMT-6
40 so scared 21/03/2008 07:55 GMT-6
41 intensely bad situation 21/03/2008 03:28 GMT-6
42 break down 18/03/2008 11:15 GMT-6
43 not doing well at the moment 16/03/2008 01:18 GMT-6
44 Bad Night 12/03/2008 12:32 GMT-6
45 feeling crappy 09/03/2008 09:04 GMT-6
46 tough life 06/03/2008 11:31 GMT-6
47 yup.. didn't feel like it 26/02/2008 12:08 GMT-6
48 INTENSE STORY 19/02/2008 11:51 GMT-6
49 getting worse 16/02/2008 11:52 GMT-6
50 email to advisor 08/02/2008 12:33 GMT-6
51 almost killed myself 03/02/2008 04:02 GMT-6
52 hated 30/01/2008 09:44 GMT-6
53 a bunch of things 23/01/2008 04:54 GMT-6
54 sigh.... my birthday 22/01/2008 01:23 GMT-6
55 confusion 20/01/2008 09:59 GMT-6
56 spiraling down 19/01/2008 01:39 GMT-6
57 hm 12/01/2008 03:10 GMT-6
58 not sure if I can make it 11/01/2008 01:09 GMT-6
59 I do not like people like this 06/01/2008 01:13 GMT-6
60 stressful night 04/01/2008 03:15 GMT-6
61 tonight 01/01/2008 12:17 GMT-6
62 am I crazy? 31/12/2007 12:56 GMT-6
63 flashback details 31/12/2007 05:16 GMT-6
64 WHY?! 30/12/2007 11:15 GMT-6
65 oh man 29/12/2007 03:56 GMT-6
66 it hurt 28/12/2007 07:58 GMT-6
67 one good thing 25/12/2007 12:55 GMT-6
68 things just don't work 23/12/2007 04:39 GMT-6
69 someone conspiring to murder my friend and I 22/12/2007 11:48 GMT-6
70 bah 21/12/2007 10:22 GMT-6
71 at the end of my rope 20/12/2007 11:51 GMT-6
72 guy... 13/12/2007 08:26 GMT-6
73 I'm crashing 09/12/2007 11:04 GMT-6
74 really badly struggling 07/12/2007 10:55 GMT-6
75 bible study 06/12/2007 12:32 GMT-6
76 struggling 27/11/2007 09:11 GMT-6
77 5 months!!!! 22/11/2007 12:53 GMT-6
78 Maine visit 21/11/2007 11:49 GMT-6
79 Goodness please pray 19/11/2007 11:51 GMT-6
80 asking for help 17/11/2007 09:50 GMT-6
81 I have a cat 12/11/2007 08:15 GMT-6
82 mice 05/11/2007 10:55 GMT-6
83 prayer please 29/10/2007 02:06 GMT-6
84 hard times 26/10/2007 12:08 GMT-6
85 small update 09/10/2007 10:30 GMT-6
86 pray for my grades 03/10/2007 05:19 GMT-6
87 little miracles 22/09/2007 07:29 GMT-6
88 leaning on the only one that can get me through 07/09/2007 11:29 GMT-6
89 prayers please 01/09/2007 12:01 GMT-6
90 changes in life 22/08/2007 09:32 GMT-6
91 weird experience. 03/08/2007 09:26 GMT-6
92 favorites list 26/07/2007 02:16 GMT-6
93 SERVICE, GET READY ALL! 21/07/2007 01:36 GMT-6
94 moved in. 15/07/2007 03:18 GMT-6
95 moving 05/07/2007 04:26 GMT-6
96 stars and prayer please 28/06/2007 09:21 GMT-6
97 misc. 17/06/2007 10:41 GMT-6
98 Ministry 13/06/2007 08:37 GMT-6
99 God is so amazing!!!!!! 02/06/2007 09:25 GMT-6
100 camping and paycheck/work 24/05/2007 04:00 GMT-6
101 being asked to go home, but not wanting to. 20/05/2007 01:01 GMT-6
102 busy 18/05/2007 09:39 GMT-6
103 jealousy 06/05/2007 05:03 GMT-6
104 sick, summer 23/04/2007 12:29 GMT-6
105 music, working/summer 21/04/2007 10:18 GMT-6
106 Virginia Tech 16/04/2007 04:14 GMT-6
107 not sure what it is 14/04/2007 03:18 GMT-6
108 friends 11/04/2007 08:28 GMT-6
109 Good Friday 06/04/2007 11:40 GMT-6
110 God is really good. 02/04/2007 10:14 GMT-6
111 for some reason sexually oriented 30/03/2007 08:35 GMT-6
112 stresses 28/03/2007 02:30 GMT-6
113 tired, school 27/03/2007 02:11 GMT-6
114 job, lactose 22/03/2007 02:22 GMT-6
115 Maine 18/03/2007 09:59 GMT-6
116 Hate having N/A as the title :) 14/03/2007 08:21 GMT-6
117 song 07/03/2007 03:15 GMT-6
118 memories 03/03/2007 09:24 GMT-6
119 prayer 02/03/2007 02:30 GMT-6
120 N/A's are not fun! 21/02/2007 12:08 GMT-6
121 meds 13/02/2007 01:40 GMT-6
122 attacked 09/02/2007 06:08 GMT-6
123 gospel choir, and shaws 05/02/2007 02:58 GMT-6
124 better 02/02/2007 12:15 GMT-6
125 past 28/01/2007 04:18 GMT-6
126 apartment searching 27/01/2007 12:33 GMT-6
127 calling 24/01/2007 02:17 GMT-6
128 crazy life 23/01/2007 10:36 GMT-6
129 she moved in 20/01/2007 11:56 GMT-6
130 roommate 17/01/2007 07:30 GMT-6
131 protection needed 16/01/2007 01:14 GMT-6
132 praise jesus. 12/01/2007 07:46 GMT-6
133 test results 11/01/2007 08:25 GMT-6
134 Bad news 09/01/2007 04:20 GMT-6
135 need a healing from God 07/01/2007 07:46 GMT-6
136 mono or something 05/01/2007 07:42 GMT-6
137 side effects from meds 04/01/2007 06:16 GMT-6
138 feeling close 30/12/2006 09:26 GMT-6
139 Teresa 28/12/2006 04:31 GMT-6
140 confusion 26/12/2006 06:37 GMT-6
141 being home, lady being strange 21/12/2006 11:36 GMT-6
142 GPA 15/12/2006 07:46 GMT-6
143 hey all 12/12/2006 01:19 GMT-6
144 not talking about it much 09/12/2006 10:25 GMT-6
145 not much to say 06/12/2006 09:08 GMT-6
146 demons and satan 04/12/2006 06:31 GMT-6
147 week from the pits of hell 03/12/2006 02:33 GMT-6
148 speech presentation that inspired 28/11/2006 01:02 GMT-6
149 human diversity paper 24/11/2006 01:11 GMT-6
150 worshiping God through song 19/11/2006 12:22 GMT-6
151 work work work 18/11/2006 12:53 GMT-6
152 tingling 17/11/2006 12:23 GMT-6
153 experimenting 16/11/2006 09:55 GMT-6
154 god's love 16/11/2006 03:53 GMT-6
155 quick update 14/11/2006 08:58 GMT-6
156 There is a reason for everything. 11/11/2006 03:53 GMT-6
157 research paper 09/11/2006 08:57 GMT-6
158 heart and hip problems 08/11/2006 04:44 GMT-6
159 yesterday was amazing 05/11/2006 08:30 GMT-6
160 the craziness of college 03/11/2006 12:08 GMT-6
161 change of plans 03/11/2006 07:46 GMT-6
162 college is hectic. 02/11/2006 08:58 GMT-6
163 crazy life. 01/11/2006 04:49 GMT-6
164 sickness 27/10/2006 02:48 GMT-6
165 AHHHHHH!!!!!! 25/10/2006 07:18 GMT-6
166 aHHH! 23/10/2006 03:56 GMT-6
167 heartbeat 20/10/2006 11:59 GMT-6
168 update 17/10/2006 07:16 GMT-6
169 last night 14/10/2006 12:50 GMT-6
170 thanks 13/10/2006 02:51 GMT-6
171 rough 11/10/2006 06:37 GMT-6
172 sigh 10/10/2006 08:54 GMT-6
173 answering Jewel 04/10/2006 11:06 GMT-6
174 UGH! 03/10/2006 07:40 GMT-6
175 Church was awesome 01/10/2006 03:37 GMT-6
176 Doing better, cd's 29/09/2006 02:32 GMT-6
177 feeling attached and Jealous 26/09/2006 05:19 GMT-6
178 Just needed to get that out! 25/09/2006 03:19 GMT-6
179 RD, Church, figure skating 24/09/2006 01:14 GMT-6
180 why was I in the hospital? 19/09/2006 12:28 GMT-6
181 death would be better 18/09/2006 09:12 GMT-6
182 hospital 18/09/2006 08:45 GMT-6
183 fun stuff updated often! Keep checking back! 16/09/2006 10:39 GMT-6
184 Tears streaming down my face! 16/09/2006 04:31 GMT-6
185 slide show 11/09/2006 12:08 GMT-6
186 updated slide show 11/09/2006 07:45 GMT-6
187 book idea 09/09/2006 08:56 GMT-6
188 a bunch of everything 07/09/2006 02:20 GMT-6
189 a survey about my religious values 01/09/2006 03:22 GMT-6
190 quick update 31/08/2006 08:54 GMT-6
191 choir 29/08/2006 05:19 GMT-6
192 sick at college already 28/08/2006 08:43 GMT-6
193 college 26/08/2006 11:12 GMT-6
194 Dusty 23/08/2006 03:47 GMT-6
195 my cat is sick 20/08/2006 02:08 GMT-6
196 roommate 15/08/2006 11:23 GMT-6
197 Calling on Jesus 13/08/2006 03:32 GMT-6
198 Huge calling on my life 07/08/2006 09:58 GMT-6
199 amazing 06/08/2006 09:33 GMT-6
200 a bunch of things 04/08/2006 07:39 GMT-6
201 not good. 01/08/2006 07:48 GMT-6
202 I can't believe it! 31/07/2006 08:42 GMT-6
203 the night and thepreacher 29/07/2006 06:54 GMT-6
204 rabbits, dogs, cats, and the night 27/07/2006 11:17 GMT-6
205 tonights service 23/07/2006 08:09 GMT-6
206 update 21/07/2006 05:56 GMT-6
207 back from NYC 15/07/2006 09:24 GMT-6
208 leaving tomorrow 08/07/2006 12:21 GMT-6
209 heading to New York soon 07/07/2006 03:44 GMT-6
210 4th of July 04/07/2006 01:59 GMT-6
211 your opinions please! 02/07/2006 07:24 GMT-6
212 holy ghost 27/06/2006 08:58 GMT-6
213 just a quick update 22/06/2006 10:39 GMT-6
214 Sister Dilks and the day 20/06/2006 08:02 GMT-6
215 more hard times 20/06/2006 05:53 GMT-6
216 pentecostal 18/06/2006 09:47 GMT-6
217 not sure what to do 17/06/2006 08:55 GMT-6
218 bad day 15/06/2006 10:37 GMT-6
219 bright and sunny day 13/06/2006 05:14 GMT-6
220 got to today 12/06/2006 01:43 GMT-6
221 after graduation 07/06/2006 04:45 GMT-6
222 tonight 06/06/2006 12:41 GMT-6
223 graduation 06/06/2006 09:41 GMT-6
224 rafting 02/06/2006 09:27 GMT-6
225 baptism 01/06/2006 06:08 GMT-6
226 22 days 30/05/2006 10:50 GMT-6
227 ramblings 29/05/2006 10:26 GMT-6
228 muscle weakness 26/05/2006 10:26 GMT-6
229 feeling off, but knowing why 23/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
230 late to school... 22/05/2006 10:51 GMT-6
231 things are looking up 21/05/2006 07:27 GMT-6
232 What is going on with me? 18/05/2006 01:29 GMT-6
233 life 17/05/2006 07:19 GMT-6
234 concert and day 16/05/2006 09:06 GMT-6
235 Senior Prom 14/05/2006 09:16 GMT-6
236 I choose God 12/05/2006 09:08 GMT-6
237 a bunch of things 11/05/2006 03:06 GMT-6
238 last night 10/05/2006 10:44 GMT-6
239 thanks 09/05/2006 09:10 GMT-6
240 I let myself down, I'm so stupid 08/05/2006 10:49 GMT-6
241 AHHHHHH!! 06/05/2006 01:14 GMT-6
242 staying home today 05/05/2006 08:36 GMT-6
243 scared of my father 05/05/2006 07:28 GMT-6
244 temptation 04/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
245 prom, jealousy 02/05/2006 09:12 GMT-6
246 Found a date! 02/05/2006 04:32 GMT-6
247 HEY! 01/05/2006 10:47 GMT-6
248 today 28/04/2006 08:54 GMT-6
249 cutting hair!! 27/04/2006 09:04 GMT-6
250 graduation banquet 26/04/2006 10:44 GMT-6
251 I feel lonely!! No one is reading anymore! 23/04/2006 10:17 GMT-6
252 Where are you guys? 22/04/2006 05:54 GMT-6
253 trusting God 21/04/2006 10:07 GMT-6
254 9 days today! 21/04/2006 09:31 GMT-6
255 going with the flow 21/04/2006 07:13 GMT-6
256 been scared 20/04/2006 10:18 GMT-6
257 sexual temptation 19/04/2006 09:10 GMT-6
258 Darkness, the absense of light 19/04/2006 03:23 GMT-6
259 yup... I knew it! 17/04/2006 02:26 GMT-6
260 Bangor tomorrow 17/04/2006 01:27 GMT-6
261 CD'S 16/04/2006 04:33 GMT-6
262 Trying to be more Christian, but it's not working! 15/04/2006 03:56 GMT-6
263 prayer request for 18 year old possible pregnant 13/04/2006 05:03 GMT-6
264 satan under your foot, smooshed! 12/04/2006 08:59 GMT-6
265 pentacostal faith 11/04/2006 10:45 GMT-6
266 last night 10/04/2006 09:52 GMT-6
267 FCA Night 08/04/2006 11:28 GMT-6
268 exhaustion 08/04/2006 02:49 GMT-6
269 updates 07/04/2006 10:23 GMT-6
270 school variety show over and amazing 07/04/2006 09:31 GMT-6
271 today 05/04/2006 09:16 GMT-6
272 friend in a horrible position 05/04/2006 07:46 GMT-6
273 doctor's appointment not the best 05/04/2006 07:32 GMT-6
274 wearing skirts 04/04/2006 12:21 GMT-6
275 scared 04/04/2006 09:17 GMT-6
276 feeling off 03/04/2006 10:54 GMT-6
277 feeling different 02/04/2006 10:12 GMT-6
278 holy spirit high 01/04/2006 09:23 GMT-6
279 more praises 01/04/2006 07:53 GMT-6
280 another anxiety attack 31/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
281 Praises 31/03/2006 03:40 GMT-6
282 1 and a half days SI free 30/03/2006 11:02 GMT-6
283 All Christians, come here! 30/03/2006 04:44 GMT-6
284 sorry to all 29/03/2006 11:02 GMT-6
285 Trying to sort things out 29/03/2006 10:40 GMT-6
286 Don't know what to title this 29/03/2006 03:20 GMT-6
287 speaker at school and other stuff 28/03/2006 03:23 GMT-6
288 less than a day SI free 27/03/2006 08:19 GMT-6
289 less than a day SI free 26/03/2006 08:58 GMT-6
290 0 days SI free 25/03/2006 11:10 GMT-6
291 Help 24/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
292 I am not sure of anything right now 22/03/2006 08:39 GMT-6
293 Very Powerful entry... please read!! 21/03/2006 11:04 GMT-6
294 my day 20/03/2006 05:24 GMT-6
295 Sigh... 19/03/2006 12:34 GMT-6
296 What should I do? 19/03/2006 09:05 GMT-6
297 So, I did go to my home church 19/03/2006 07:44 GMT-6
298 Church 18/03/2006 12:33 GMT-6
299 Figure skating 18/03/2006 08:43 GMT-6
300 inbetween 17/03/2006 05:08 GMT-6
301 work problems 15/03/2006 10:58 GMT-6
302 feel like crying 15/03/2006 09:20 GMT-6
303 Youth leader is leaving! 14/03/2006 10:08 GMT-6
304 O Sucky Day (In a sing songy voice!) 13/03/2006 09:15 GMT-6
305 Overall good day 12/03/2006 10:05 GMT-6
306 Here are some pictures 10/03/2006 05:19 GMT-6
307 feeling a bit better 09/03/2006 05:31 GMT-6
308 SO SCARED 09/03/2006 03:18 GMT-6
309 Jessica 08/03/2006 09:35 GMT-6
310 Spiritual protection 08/03/2006 01:36 GMT-6
311 Just one of those days 07/03/2006 11:07 GMT-6
312 Update and thoughts 06